My Thots 2 U

Searching for my identity I stumbled upon..... "Existence is Identity Consciousness is Identification"

Bird watching after a year & a half…. Forgotten the names of half of them Difference between a sandpiper n a plover…. Ajay scratches his head…. Well am not far behind but not making it obvious the true Aquarian that I am….. Sunday morning got up earlier than on weekdays 2 spotting scopes 10* treatment Herons, Egrets & Sandpipers Shocked by the low flying bird of prey Camouflaged little heron No kingfishers or coppersmith Waders in plenty Cant wait for next Sunday……Elephanta islands, it is I think Hazards of luxury, I don’t like binoculars…. cant see the pond heron’ eye!

We all come to this earth for a purpose….. What’ your purpose? There is a reason why u r here in this universe and there is a specific role for you to play…. What role does the child play who is “still born” What purpose does he have……except to inflict pain for a lifetime in the mother he left behind I don’t believe the phrase some people come into our lives to give us pain….. Every person who walks into our lives is here for a reason…u recognize it and appreciate it…. Every person we meet gives a special message, a certain undercurrent tells us…when to stop questioning and quietly receive what is offered….. What do we do when we are so caught up in the situation and fail to recognize the essence…the genuine, when our own limitations don’t let us remain in the present and we are lost in the past or worried about the future…. What do we do when we fail to recognize the role played or worse still want more

Ramblings of a once sane mind! What am I here for? What is my purpose? Do I exist? The purpose of life My goal My existence Why don’t I care enough Why does it not bother anymore We all come here to evolve To learn To grow To progress Do we have to focus Do we have to prioritize Do we just exist coz someone upstairs send us down We just live coz we have to Do we have a life? Does it really matter Is anything ever lost, if there is nothing to gain….. What if everything is learnt n said n understood….. What is the reason for one to exist If the “if” is true, don’t have to come back to this earth I think it is true

Southern Temples The Journey My People Innocence My Fav part of de mornings ..... Well Known & Wise....

What can it do? We survive because of it said he…. Symptom of the will is what he called it… Symptom? How can my will have a symptom Is my will diseased then? Ok to put it, characteristics of the will, is it? Hmmm Well what is it? It is my will, which paralyzes me neck down, can instruct only with de movement of my eyes all after a domestic accident…. And it is my will which does not keep me bed ridden but helps me modify a simple wheel chair into one of de most gawked at, wagon…. Which lets me cross roads accurately, lets me be, ME Also it is my will, which bows down & I am abandoned, down to bed sores, incontinent & wasted….. Is it so?

I am 65, I have had 2 MI’ my doc told me I wont survive if I ignored his advice I continued to booze I was scheduled for bypass Sx and my doc told me there is no guarantee what will happen on table… I chucked the surgery and continued my life, I courted women & lived merrily I was 60 then, young enough to court n make merry I am 65 now, I have swelling all over my body doctor…. Young interns with their guns Firing their flashes in a fury…for their record Your heart is failing, it is not able to pump properly And on & on with loads of advice…. Nodding obediently Doctor my leg is swollen & it is oozing this sticky fluid Man! You straighten up This is cellulites U could land up in a soup… Have your medicines! Do not booze, Don’t trouble your heart Oh! Doc this swelling scares you? I have had 2 MI’ & I survived Am not troubling my heart It is troubling me….I want to live life to de fullest Is he serious de doc whispers to the honorary physician Calm down you Scut monkey Thi...